January 3rd, 2008 
Jessica I woke up around 7a.m. this morning in a panic. I had a nightmare that our neighbor was trying to kill us and by us I mean my parents, E, and myself. The odd part to this is that the house where this supposed woman lives is the house next o us that burnt down nearly 3-4 years ago. Sadly, I remember the entire thing too vividly.
Our neighbor lady (in the nightmare) tried to stab my mother and when the police were brought in, they couldn’t prove that their had been attempt on her life and left. Later on that evening, my parents were coming home from shopping (I assume, as they were unloading the Durango) and I suggested that we should lock the doors that night. We locked the back door when they were finished coming in and out and I made my way downstairs- my father following shortly behind me. As I opened the front door to be sure I locked it, the woman was standing there and began trying to push her way into the home.
That would be the majority of the nightmare. I woke up when the woman began pushing through the door… Nightmares like this throw my entire day off course. :\ Not because I believe in them, but they make me start thinking. I often wonder what these nightmares mean.
Aside from being woken up suddenly, there’s nothing new going on. E has been his regular self this morning, tearing apart the house. Which brings me to the “now we’re off” segment of this post. The house needs a good cleaning and there is not time like the present to get started!
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oh, man. i hate nightmares. i’m not really sure what yours means. i do feel like nightmares and dreams, are things we think about during the day, or things that are unresolved.
like, i have dreams that my dad is a live all the time, but they are nightmares to me. so, i came to the conclusion that it’s because i haven’t really coped with his death yet.
i really need to clean my house. basically just do laundry, clean up dog pee, the usual. have a great day