Home sweet home?

Have you ever just felt out of place in your own home? I have had an urge lately to move. Not far from where I am living, but something different. I have had my eyes set on a house for a while now, but am playing the waiting game and biding my time. It is a definite fixer-upper, but despite the ugliness, I can see the beauty it holds. When my grandparents come home for the summer, I will have my grandfather come with me to see the house to see whether it is a good investment and make my decision from there.

Is it pathetic that I already have the rooms planned out in my mind? I know nothing about this house other than it is brick, has a gorgeous front door and needs a lot of improvements. Yet, I can tell you what kind of indoor and outdoor décor I plan on using. I have the flower beds mapped out in my mind, the color I would love to paint the front door and what I want to do with the front walk. Is it insane to want something so badly that I have it completely figured out already and do not even own the home? Someone please tell me I am not completely losing my mind.