completely random thoughts.

Everything around me lately has been a complete blur. I am running on fumes, doing the best that I can, which most certainly doesn’t feel too good. I have done/said things I am not super proud of and should regret, but I do not. I am stressed beyond words and hanging on with everything I have. My marriage is pretty much over, although, I still need to speak with an attorney to finalize that decision. My body has become a feeding post for mosquito’s. My uterus and bladder are both shot, or so says the doctor. Will be having surgery on both of those things sometime in the next month, if all goes well. Am refusing to have surgery on uterus until doctor agrees to just remove it completely. Classes are still going well, although I have a feeling they will be kicking my butt this week. My nephew had his first baseball game last night and I totally had to miss it because of school, but am looking forward to attending Friday’s game. My grandfather’s joint pain is not getting any better and I am praying for a miracle for him. Seeing him suffer from arthritis pains me. Have so much to say about so many things, but this is totally not the appropriate place for that, which is why I started a new, private journal somewhere on the interwebz. If you want the address, you’ll just have to ask via email.