post partum blues, almost two years later.

Almost two years ago, I gave birth to Addison. Two years ago, I made a promise to myself that I would do everything in my power to lose weight and take better care of myself. Sadly, I have broken that promise to myself several times, but I slowly making progress to get on track. Which y’all have heard me say before, but it is different this time around. I have made a conscious effort to take control over my portion sizes. I have steered clear of the prescription fat burners that some of my friends have tried and witness work wonders. And right now, my biggest push for being healthier would be the kids. They have been through so much lately and I do not want something to happen to me because of my irresponsible behaviors (regarding my weight/health).  So many loved ones have passed recently from things that may have easily been prevented due to a change in their lifestyle.  Getting healthy is weighing on my heart terribly right now and is something I know I must face.